I don't have any strenghth left now I've tried to battle with the niggling voice telling me to choose suicide. I've tried many times before with suicide some were close and others weren't but I don't have any strenghth left now to stay and fight this. If I did I'd only be fighting in vain becuase I'll only be delying the inetavable. Death will have me soon and to that I don't care I only want to leave this shit behind I can't fight it any more. My chosen way is suicide. When I am given a set of wings I hope that I'll fly to a better place than the one I'm in.