I have personality dysphoria

[3nufk1n.sheepies]

I am transtypal. Its when a person feels dysphoria (like gender dysphoria) about their personality characteristics becaue how they think they should exist is not the same is how they actually are

I am a trans-introvert. I am trans-antisocial. I am trans-authentic. I IDENTIFY as someone who thinks and acts entirely authenticaly and does not care about other peoples expectations opinions or validation at all.

However, people frequently tell me very frequently tell me that I am obsessed with what toher people think of me. To the point I change myself to stuff I dont even like myself, and avoid human interaction and isolate myself because being perceived shakes me and makes me feel agony and pain for days.

I identify as low Fe.

I am obsessed with what people think ofr me far far far far more than the average person therefore I am ESFJ

Id rather kms than be ESFJ. It gives me severe dysphoria. ESFJ is everything i dont want to be. I want to jump off a cliff because I am ESFJ but sont identify as one

I want surgery on my brain to lwoer my Fe

 

[cardenasii]

I don't mean to be rude, but "trans-personality" isn't a real thing... I think what you mean is that you don't like what your personality traits are? If that's the case, then give up thinking about yourself as a personality type letter combination and just work on who you want to be! It's not easy but there's no other way to do it.