I'm so emotionally exhausted, i don't know how to deal with any of this anymore. i just don't want to be around anyone anymore. I feel so alone and i just don't know what to do. i feel like im not good enough for anyone. every time i get close to someone they just leave..or they just stop talking to me. i try so hard to be good enough and its never enough. i want someone to tell me that i'm good enough for them and that they wont leave..that maybe im finally good enough for them to stay around forever. if he knew how badly i try to be good enough for him. i feel like i try more than he does and im so insecure that i dont even believe him when he says im the only girl he wants to talk to. i just want to die. i dont want to be alone anymore.