I am new to forums so I'm not really sure about how threads and all that work yet. I needed to reach out to some sort of support network because that's what was suggested I do. I just found out yesterday that my father had hung himself. I am still in shock, and still expect to see him again and hear his voice. I basically don't know what to do with myself. I didn't see him very often because my parents split up long ago. He had a drinking problem but was the most caring and selfless person I have ever met. I think that this world was too cruel for him and he couldn't deal with it anymore. So, that is my story.