Well, hi there. I'm not really sure what to do right now. I kind of want to jump out my window. Actually, I really want to jump out my window. This is not a new desire and yet I don't really feel like I have anyone at all I can talk to about it. I suppose I have people who care about me, but most of them are either to sensitive to deal with this or they wouldn't believe me anyway. I don't really know what to do with this self-destructive thing I have going for me...and I haven't really been able to sleep in the past few days, either. I guess I just want help. I want someone to tell me what to do right now because I have no goddamn clue.