i know it's coming... just not sure when!

[the masked depressant]

i can't go on thinking these thoughts anymore- and i know what i want

i know it's coming soon- i know i'm just going to break

i just don't know when...

 

[itmahanh]

Hey Daniel. I know how frustrating and scary that feels. But I think having this time right now is sort of a blessing. It gives you time to talk about what has brought you to this point and find care and support from the members here. Maybe a chance to find a solution rather than the one you find yourself heading to. Can you talk about what has made you feel like this? Keep posting please. It really helps being able to unload in a place where people truly understand :arms:

 

[the masked depressant]

Hey Daniel. I know how frustrating and scary that feels. But I think having this time right now is sort of a blessing. It gives you time to talk about what has brought you to this point and find care and support from the members here. Maybe a chance to find a solution rather than the one you find yourself heading to. Can you talk about what has made you feel like this? Keep posting please. It really helps being able to unload in a place where people truly understand :arms:

there's just no point to life anymore- my life is so fucked up

i've tried my best and failed, so... i guess i've finally realised my destiny

 

[Marti2003]

Keep on fighting and talk here about it... we are here for you.. I realize you never have give up, how bad it is... try release ur thoughts, I will try too

 

[Charmer]

It is hard to hang in there when you feel like you are at the end. I don't feel like anyone can help me and I have done everything I can think of to h elp myself. What is left?

 

[Chalmers]

Tried medication?

 

[Chalmers]

I'm having dark moments today, but yesterday I feltvso good, i only took my medication once.

 

[the masked depressant]

Keep on fighting and talk here about it... we are here for you.. I realize you never have give up, how bad it is... try release ur thoughts, I will try too

i'm just so tired of fighting.

so tired of trying to do my best at things and it's still not good enough
just wish it was over...

 

[the masked depressant]

Tried medication?

yes.

thank goodness for medication- sometimes it's my only wescape from the thoughts even if it's only for a little while

 

[the masked depressant]

I'm having dark moments today, but yesterday I feltvso good, i only took my medication once.

hope you feel better soon.

having those feelings suck

 

[Stranger1]

I know how frustrated you are.. I was like that until my early 30's.. Then out of the blue I landed a good paying jobI worked there for ten years.. Then I had a nervous breakdown and quit my job..I was always a home body with socialphobia and agoriphobia..Well I totally isolated myself.. Please seek help now.. Who knows what will happen in the future.. Keep posting so we know how you are getting along..

 

[the masked depressant]

thanks for your reply stranger 1.

it's so hard to believe things will get better, but thanks for the encouragement

 

[Bern]

Im feeling that way too! ive been trying so hard, i wish there was someone there for me, you seem to have plenty of help here.

take it easy, hope things get better

 

[trader]

So what do you do? Are you seeking professional help? Thinking about it and actually planning it are very different things. When you cross that bridge you may as well walk into the emergency room---nothing to loose.

 

[solutions]

Could you say what it is, exactly, that's making you want to die? Are you just fed up with the daily tasks of life?

Whether or not that's the case, what kind of social support do you have? Friends, family, clinicians, etc.?

 

[the masked depressant]

Im feeling that way too! ive been trying so hard, i wish there was someone there for me, you seem to have plenty of help here.

take it easy, hope things get better

yes.. the people here seem to understand.

which is more i can say for the real world- no one understands me

 

[the masked depressant]

So what do you do? Are you seeking professional help? Thinking about it and actually planning it are very different things. When you cross that bridge you may as well walk into the emergency room---nothing to loose.

i go to therapy once a week, and i am trying diffrent meds and things.

 

[the masked depressant]

Could you say what it is, exactly, that's making you want to die? Are you just fed up with the daily tasks of life?

Whether or not that's the case, what kind of social support do you have? Friends, family, clinicians, etc.?

apart from here, nothing.

at least i do have this place to vent.. not sure what i'd do otherwise!

what's making me die?

the fact that my past has been so traumatic, my life keeps taking a turn for the worst, and i simply have no future direction.