My ex’s dad was my best friend and like a father to me. Even though we’d split up him and I said we would always be there for each other. Today he went ice fishing and went through the ice on his quad and drowned and I was the one who found him. His family was worried because they couldn’t get hold of him so they asked me to go check on him because I knew where he would be. I went to his shanty and he wasn’t in it. So I started following the tracks of his 4 wheeler until I saw where they stopped. I punched through the layer of ice that had formed and that’s when I saw his body in 10’ of water. He had been in the water for about 4 hours. I can’t get that sight of seeing him down there, knowing there was nothing I could do to help, out of my head. Once they got his body out of the water I held him hoping I could bring him back even though I knew I couldn’t. I’m just so lost right now.