I really need to know why my boyfriend left me. It's killing me inside, and i know i will probably never get an answer, i just need to know. We Had been Friends for seven years. When we meet when we were teenagers, he wanted to be with me, but i wasn't interested in dating him back then, i was in love with someone else, i think i hurt him badly. We didn't talk for around a year, but when we did again, we became close friends again. I tried to kill myself five years ago, and he was there for me. Years went by and i started to fall for him, realising what a great person he was, he had always been there for me, i loved him so much, but he got a girlfriend. We stayed friends, but i secretly was in love with him for three years. I would cry at night because i wanted him so much. When his girlfriend left him, i knew i had to tell him how i felt and i did. He said he felt the same way, he even said he felt like he was in the wrong relationship when he was with his ex and he had always loved me. Maybe i was too naive, so love stuck and wanted him so much, i would believe anything. We were finally together and i felt at peace for the first time in years. We were together for a very short while,only a few weeks, but it was the friendship and the fact i had been in love with him for three years prior that it felt like we had been together for much longer. I felt so comfortable around him, and so happy. He told me things like he wanted to move in with me, he even seemed to have planned it out. He told me he had so much devotion for me, and love and that he would love me forever. I feel like a child believing all that crap. We slept together and sortly after, after becoming distant and not contacting me much, he left me. He just sent a text message telling me he couldn't do it anymore. I tried contacting him after for a few days, but he never replied. He blocked me from facebook, compleatly took me out of his life, and i am left here with seven years of memory's i can't erase, I cry every day still, and keep wondering why i wasn't good enough for him, why he said all those things, why?? I am so confused. I don't want to get obsessed with obtaining an answer, because i know i won't get one. I want to move on, i feel so deceived and hurt that the person i thought i knew wasn't who i thought he was. It hurts so much knowing he really doesn't care. Doesn't care about all the years we knew each other. How could he just throw me out his life and forget about me like that? I am in so much pain.