My grades are slipping, I absolutely detest school, I'm way too lenient towards others, and I feel lonely. Literally the ONLY interaction I get with people is at school, and I suppress my feelings when talking to anyone there. I rarely talk to my parents, and when I do it's about nothing and not a very long conversation. I pretty much hate everything right now. I just gave twenty dollars to a guy for a program he is doing to get into college, and my family here is low on money and I'm not going to tell anyone I did it, but I know it's going to come back to bite me in the end. Ah, ok I'm done, I just don't know what to say anymore. I could type for days, but there is stuff I'm never going to tell anyone, and it's just getting pent up....