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I should not exist

ChimeraMonster

You're special, sweet child
#1
My day is the worst...

I should have never been born.
This is how I feel. Like if every single moment of my existence is a waste.
Like I should not go after anything at all, because it will go wrong.
I'm the wrong person at the wrong place All the time, because there is nothing in the world for me.
I shouldn't exist
 

Beautiful Disaster

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SF Supporter
#2
Hello. I'm Sage, nice to meet you :)
For someone who is always at the wrong place, you somehow managed to find this site.
Im sorry you feel this way. What has gotten you so upset that you feel like you shouldnt have been born :(
 

Luoma

Need someone to talk to? I'm here!
SF Supporter
#3
Hey Quimera, it's Luoma here! I can tell you with full confidence that you should have been born, for sure. I've been on SF for a bit and I had the pleasure of seeing you around the forums and witnessing your kind words to other people, and more importantly, how you've grown as a person. You've had your ups and downs, much like everyone else on this website, but just remember that we here at SF are all SO proud of you, not only for continuing to fight every day but for also sharing your story. We were with you as you took the trip to start university for arts, and I remember how you were so happy and excited. Hold onto that hope, because there is SO much in store for you. You're such a kind person, there is no reason for you to apologize for living. Instead, we should be thanking YOU for inspiring us all to continue being strong just like you are.

Best wishes to you!
 

Petal

~*Mod Extraordinaire*~
Staff Alumni
SF Supporter
#4
I know it is much easier said than done but try and thin more positively, read some of the articles on the front of this website some are truly wonderful. You should exist otherwise you would not be here, here's some caring hugs (huggles) we care about you, don't ever forget that.
 
#6
Man this world is so full of opportunities sometimes they're harder to get at for some people but they're still there look as hard as you can for somethin ask around ask here if you gotta you won't feel like this forever.
 

ChimeraMonster

You're special, sweet child
#9
trust me... i would love if it was true. but it isn't, i cant be happy
i can't go with it, i wish there was a place to me, but there isn't, i'm going to struggle in this life forever
 

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