I don't know what will happen to my mom and my little siblings. They will probably get killed by my dad. I really can not go on any more. My dad is controlling and abusive and do not let me to leave the house. I don't know how much I can keep going on this way. I'm tired. I want to be free. I have a job as a teacher assistant and I haven't worked for more than 8 months. I haven't left the house for more than 8 months. I'm not allowed to. I'm basically imprisoned in this home. I only went to work 2 days a week and it was all controlled and monitored. I can't live like this. I'm 28 years old and have this lifestyle for more than 10 years and it dramatically escalated in the previous 2_3 years. I don't care what happens to me I really don't care.
