i have no reason to lie. i am tired to hear that my problems is just made up. i am actually deformed.
i dont have a personality ,i am like a robot .
i dont have a personality ,i am like a robot .
You've got two options... and preferably both together are the best way.
The first is to pinpoint exactly what it is that you don't like. Not just "everything", be specific. And then come up with a way to change it. So for example, with me:
-Stupidly overweight (eat healthier, exercise)
-Greasy hair (wash it more often)
-Frizzy hair (try out different brushes or products or something)
-Gap in my teeth (I mean, if I had the money I could fix it but I don't so pfft)
I could go on, but I won't. I figured you would get the idea.
The second is working on self love. No matter how ugly you think you are, there must be something good in there. Do you have nice hair? Do you have hair at all? Do you have nice eyes? Are they a nice colour? Do you have good teeth? A nice smile? "good cheekbones" as my sister would say (I mean, God knows what that means). A nice laugh?
There must also be something good in your personality. You seem kind. You seem thoughtful. You seem good with words. That's the impression I get. I just think you're hurting.
Once you find yourself something positive, really focus on it. Make it define who you are. Try to be kind to yourself, since if everybody else is being cruel, you might as well be the one to give yourself a bit of slack. Try to remind yourself that people who think less of you... they really don't fucking matter. They're probably insecure themselves. They don't decide who you are, you do.
You might feel lost at the moment, but take it slowly. Try to regain a bit of kindness towards yourself. Maybe start doing something you like. At least give yourself an escape from the rest of the world.
Sending hugs
Em