i was going to post something positive to encourage everyone

[desdi]

but now im really depressed. just hurts so much, im 24 and EVERY girl I have ever liked, none of them liked me back. it hurts so much to just be rejected over and over, makes me feel unlovable and i should kill myself.

the only thing keeping me going is my Angel girlfriend who I will be with after I die, though she is still with me whilst im alive though maybe not as physically...i want to die.

 

[scaryforest]

hey. often feel like should say something very encouraging too. but no idea how to phrase it
rejection is off putting as anything. keep going though, persistence should pay off

 

[desdi]

Thanks, the people in the chat room at this site are very mean and rude...but this section of the forum seems friendly and compassionate.

 

[scaryforest]

they're rude in chat?
i don't know, people just type whatever comes to them there.. sometimes things come out wrong..
here you have time to think as you write or whatnot.

 

[desdi]

im tired of being yelled at every day by my parents and being treated like crap, and i do my best to behave and clean the house and stuff but they dont notice anything. and i cant move out because i cant work because of my depression.


im going to end it all then they will understand, and then god will understand how miserable i am because he ignored my prayers everyday.

 

[scaryforest]

ever had family counselling too?