My last post on here was in February this year. I tend to come in and out of the forum when I'm struggling and use it to help me get through crises.
I was going through a bad time then. At the time I stopped posting, my mom was having tests for a lump in her breast. On March 7th she was diagnosed with breast cancer and passed away on June 29th at the age of 68.
I was at her bedside holding her hand and saw everything as they switched doff the support. I live at home and I was there for almost every minute of her battle. I slept on the floor on a mattress every night next to her bed to help her feel safer and so she was t on her own. Seeing her deteriorate so quickly and the suffering is devastating.
I am utterly heartbroken and it still hasn't really sunk in. Everything feels like it's out to get me. This has been the worst year of my life.
I miss my mom so much.
I was going through a bad time then. At the time I stopped posting, my mom was having tests for a lump in her breast. On March 7th she was diagnosed with breast cancer and passed away on June 29th at the age of 68.
I was at her bedside holding her hand and saw everything as they switched doff the support. I live at home and I was there for almost every minute of her battle. I slept on the floor on a mattress every night next to her bed to help her feel safer and so she was t on her own. Seeing her deteriorate so quickly and the suffering is devastating.
I am utterly heartbroken and it still hasn't really sunk in. Everything feels like it's out to get me. This has been the worst year of my life.
I miss my mom so much.