y’know, rather than suicide or obediently self harming, i wish i could dance. I was just watching a video which i’ve posted on another thread so i’ll just link it here
https://www.suicideforum.com/commun...sic-on-this-planet.160068/page-3#post-1995377 .
and i know he’s dancing but not really anything special, but it does not need to be special. he looks like he’s just doing what he wants and having a good time. i don’t know the first thing about having a good time but to me its so obvious thats what he’s doing.
dancing!!! i know i had that severely stompped out of me! its like someone said “good time??? - there’ll be none of that!!!”. so it stands to reason that i’d need a hijacker to make me suffer appropriately, right? but i still wish i could just touch that place where what i want really exists. just wishing i could get there.
https://www.suicideforum.com/commun...sic-on-this-planet.160068/page-3#post-1995377 .
and i know he’s dancing but not really anything special, but it does not need to be special. he looks like he’s just doing what he wants and having a good time. i don’t know the first thing about having a good time but to me its so obvious thats what he’s doing.
dancing!!! i know i had that severely stompped out of me! its like someone said “good time??? - there’ll be none of that!!!”. so it stands to reason that i’d need a hijacker to make me suffer appropriately, right? but i still wish i could just touch that place where what i want really exists. just wishing i could get there.
