no one cared about apperance. I wish no one thought any different of you if you were fat, thin, ugly or beautiful. why is the western world so obsessed with beauty? why is it if you have one little bit of fat on you, you are atomatically, "not as good" as a skinnier person. why do people feel the need to make sure a person who is overweight, feels as bad as they can about themselfs. why do so many people feel they have to hurt others? treat people who are overweight as if they are disgusting, and don't deserve to live. I want to become underweight again. I wanna starve myself untill people accept me again, and when they say how good i look, i hope they will think for just one second how much pain i went through just to make them like me.