I'm Just A Hypocrite.

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by the-price-is-wrong, Jan 22, 2012.

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  1. My favorite quote is from the singer of My Chemical Romance, Gerard Way. "Stay Beautiful, Keep it Ugly."
    I am such a hypocrite.
    I feel like a complete fatass being in the triple digits. I've been 94 pounds since I was in seventh grade. I'm a freshman in high school now, and I weigh about 112 or somewhere around there.
    I need to lose weight. Everyone knows I eat like a PIG. So, if I stop eating, that would be a little suspicious, wouldn't it? Yeah. Well, what if I resented to puking all of my meals? No one would know except for me, right?
    Right. I guess I could say I've been bulimic for a couple months. I haven't seen any weight loss, so why do I keep doing it? I can't stop, it's addictive. I don't know how to stop. Don't want to either. Maybe soon I'll lose weight.. Just maybe...
     
  2. Tmacster1

    Tmacster1 Well-Known Member

    Hmm, I don't think you should loose wait because people think your a pig. 112 doesn't sound like an unreasonable weight to be when your a freshmen in high school. I weighed about 135 when I was in 7th grade. But once I got to 8th grade I went to 150 pounds or so. Now I weigh about 160 where I'm leveled off at because I'm in shape by running and lifting weights. I think you should continue to eat and not worry about other people. It does kind of sound like an addiction for not eating?

    Trevor,
     
  3. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    I don't think you are fat at all, I think you are at a good weight. I know it might not seem like much from a stranger, but I think you are fine the way you are. With certain disorders our views on ourselves and our bodies might become distorted. I sort of feel like I'm deformed or a monster even though I'm not ugly. It's just something I have stuck in my head, but that doesn't mean it is true. And the same applies to how you feel about your weight.
     
  4. Tmacster1

    Tmacster1 Well-Known Member

    112 is a very reasonable weight and I don't think that's fat at all in any standard. I believe your fine at the weight your at, and I don't think you need to go down in weighed because there's no reason to. Don't let people boss you around and tell you - you need to loose weight because that's kind of dumb. I don't think your hypocrite either.

    Trevor,
     
  5. Medusa.

    Medusa. Well-Known Member

    In my experience bulimia doesn't make you lose weight, I would stay the same or gain I never lost.

    You need to talk to someone about this before it gets worse.
    Be safe.
     
  6. Tmacster1

    Tmacster1 Well-Known Member

    Agreed with CantEscape on this one you should talk to someone you trust before it gets worse. Loosing weight can be a bad thing... Don't let anyone push you around, and your weight seems normal for a freshman. I've completely leveled off at 160 ish I've never gotten any heavier or lighter even doing my running...

    Trevor,
     
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