Empathy and Advice Welcomed I'm not made for this world

[may71]

No matter how much help others give, I won't be able to get out of this.

The thing that suicidal people have in common is the belief that suicide is the only way out. Usually it's not true though.

 

[Gard]

The thing that suicidal people have in common is the belief that suicide is the only way out. Usually it's not true though.

Of course, there are other options. For example, sacrificing health for work. I am uncertain which is preferable.

 

[Lifeisthis]

Just checking in

 

[1964dodge]

Just checking in

hi, how are you doing?

mike....

 

[Lifeisthis]

Doing ok how are you

 

[Lifeisthis]

Thinking of you

 

[vanillabunny]

@may71 I agree with what she said, after I talk to people, even if it was good, I feel much worse about myself. Graduated high school today, I don't very exicted or good about it, I especially didn't enjoy everybody celebrating it for me. Also I did look into it and my cardiovascular is excellent, and no matter how many anti-depressants I take, nothing works, the pain is around the heart. Sorry if my last post was too worrying.

Hi Mimino,

@may71 I agree with what she said, after I talk to people, even if it was good, I feel much worse about myself. Graduated high school today, I don't very exicted or good about it, I especially didn't enjoy everybody celebrating it for me. Also I did look into it and my cardiovascular is excellent, and no matter how many anti-depressants I take, nothing works, the pain is around the heart. Sorry if my last post was too worrying.

I'm sorry you feel this way, I understand (and many here do) how difficult it is to go through all of this.
I want you to know that you are not alone and I am also here if you ever need to talk.
With respect, I send you a hug and I know that graduating doesn't make you very happy, but having achieved it even though you are feeling all this, I think it is something enormous to recognize.

 

[vanillabunny]

Personally, it bothers me that the 10% of successful people dictate the way of life for the other 90% of people. They do this both directly and indirectly (through movies, books, newspapers, etc.). And I'm also unhappy that many of that 90% simply accept these rules of the game, even if they have to harm their own health.
I feel a fair amount of anger about this. And when I can't realize my anger at those 10% of people, I realize it at myself.
Am I made for this world? Did I have a choice?
Your despair is rational. You're not crazy. There really is something wrong with this world.

Thanks for your comment, I also think this world puts a lot of bad things on us.

 

[vanillabunny]

Your not a coward or a fool. We all been there we are all human. Please be kind to yourself life can has its ups and downs but you'll make it out of we have faith in you. We care and we are here make sure you seek out help too by a threpist or a psychologist. Also yoga is really relaxing and a good book or a TV show can help.

Thank you so much 🫂 I just can't be nice to myself, I think I'm the worst and things won't get better because I'm the problem.

 

[Gard]

Thanks for your comment, I also think this world puts a lot of bad things on us.

Thank you so much 🫂 I just can't be nice to myself, I think I'm the worst and things won't get better because I'm the problem.

I am also a problem for this world, because I don't like psychopaths in power But that's no reason to think that I wasn't created the way I should have been created.

 

[Lifeisthis]

Thank you so much 🫂 I just can't be nice to myself, I think I'm the worst and things won't get better because I'm the problem.

No one's perfect vaillabunny you seem extra hard your self be kind to yourself life has its ups and downs for all of us. Even the strongest people in the world have had times in there life's that things been bad. Don't let that disappoint

 

[Lifeisthis]

Wishing you the best

 

[vanillabunny]

Thanks for sharing you story

Thanks for reading it

 

[vanillabunny]

I have a friend I love dearly, who nevertheless also makes me feel that way. I've never been able to figure out why.

It sounds as if you are dissatisfied with many aspects of yourself, but dealing with all of them all at once is too daunting a task. If you were only allowed to focus on improving just one thing about your current situation, what would you chose?

Thank you very much 🫂
I would like to improve my financial situation perhaps

 

[vanillabunny]

Wishing you well

Thank you🫶

 

[vanillabunny]

All people need one universal thing: new impressions. Video and text producers make good money on this.

It's one of the things that catches my attention but there's not really anything that I'm passionate about or that motivates me.

 

[vanillabunny]

No one's perfect vaillabunny you seem extra hard your self be kind to yourself life has its ups and downs for all of us. Even the strongest people in the world have had times in there life's that things been bad. Don't let that disappoint

Thank you, I send you a hug🫂✨

 

[vanillabunny]

The thing that suicidal people have in common is the belief that suicide is the only way out. Usually it's not true though.

I know there are other options, but they scare me.
Suicide scares me too, but it seems easier and the last thing of all.

 

[vanillabunny]

Just checking in

Thanks! I'm not feeling well, but not that terrible either.
I hope you're doing well.

 

[KM76710]

It is sad for yourself and so many others of us. I know that I am not made/not right for this world. I am glad you can express yourself here and see that we are with you because we are alike in some ways and perhaps different in others or how we do not fit.