I have heard and read some tell of how their mental health becomes so severe that they can't actually do schoolwork and fail a class because of it.
I have thought that schoolwork stress and non-directly-academic stress were two separate rivers. I am horribly self-unaware, and now I am getting the crashing reality check first hand. I'm collapsing right here, within, and I can't bring myself to do the assignment due by tonight. Pulled it up and clacked beginner text, closed it to work on taxes- which failed- then pulled the assignment back up, and all the progress was lost, now I can barely summon anything but incoherent test text.
More than that, my brain's capacity to think anything acutely is dissipating. Lying in bed, I became a vague state of ambi-being. I feel blocked, unable, uncreated.
I have thought that schoolwork stress and non-directly-academic stress were two separate rivers. I am horribly self-unaware, and now I am getting the crashing reality check first hand. I'm collapsing right here, within, and I can't bring myself to do the assignment due by tonight. Pulled it up and clacked beginner text, closed it to work on taxes- which failed- then pulled the assignment back up, and all the progress was lost, now I can barely summon anything but incoherent test text.
More than that, my brain's capacity to think anything acutely is dissipating. Lying in bed, I became a vague state of ambi-being. I feel blocked, unable, uncreated.