I couldn't even make it to a therapist when I need one most. Wouldn't have mattered as she got held up in court and they cancelled my appointment anyway. They don't care, they have no idea how serious this is. All yesterday showed me was the truth and just how far gone I am. I can't even drive to unfamiliar locations due to the severe anxiety and panic attacks that result. I can't stand the anxiety, the large crowds, it's all so debilitating. Now matters are far worse. As if divorce going on wasn't bad enough now this. I can't even function, I can't even sleep, I'm horrified by such massive losses and this damned anxiety disorder. All that I have and need to survive is being destroyed. I've already lost to much in this and will lose everything within 3 months.