This has gone on far too long and there is nothing i can do about it. I have been dragged into the midddle of the woods with a knife to my throat getting punched and kicked saying this day was the end of my life. the abuse, the choking, the rape and im stuck with it all for my baby girl. i sick and tired of getting hurt. even mentally, the things i can and cannot do or say to stick up for myself is just tearing me apart. fuck i need some help. but there is nothing i can do without makin gmy life worse.