I'm worthless

[Mimino]

Why do I hate being with those I love? Start something, only to leave it incomplete? Now I have insomnia, and I'm weak peice of shit. Why can't I stop? Anti- depressanys don't work for me, they sure can't stop the lonliness. My heart hurts so much, its like I've stabbed there. I just want to dissapear, I just want to kill myself, this summer. I want get rid of myself. Who want a neurotic little bitch like me. I can't sleep, I can't have a moment of peace. I'm always crying. Kill me please

 

[Something.idk]

Why do I hate being with those I love? Start something, only to leave it incomplete? Now I have insomnia, and I'm weak peice of shit. Why can't I stop? Anti- depressanys don't work for me, they sure can't stop the lonliness. My heart hurts so much, its like I've stabbed there. I just want to dissapear, I just want to kill myself, this summer. I want get rid of myself. Who want a neurotic little bitch like me. I can't sleep, I can't have a moment of peace. I'm always crying. Kill me please

Im sorry you feel so bad I wish i could say something wise but i can only hope you feel better soon.

 

[I_waste_everything]

Why do I hate being with those I love? Start something, only to leave it incomplete? Now I have insomnia, and I'm weak peice of shit. Why can't I stop? Anti- depressanys don't work for me, they sure can't stop the lonliness. My heart hurts so much, its like I've stabbed there. I just want to dissapear, I just want to kill myself, this summer. I want get rid of myself. Who want a neurotic little bitch like me. I can't sleep, I can't have a moment of peace. I'm always crying. Kill me please

All of this will be me. For decades. What I fail to do until it is too late, you now win by doing: Admitting these uncomfortable truths, putting them in words, and sharing them in a space where others can read them.

By that, you're already braver than I'll ever be - and you're stronger than you know.

 

[may71]

I'm sorry things are so bad.

Why do I hate being with those I love?

Do you want to give some more details? Maybe we might have some insights.

You have inherent worth as a human being. You're also probably a much better person than you think you are.

 

[I_waste_everything]

May I have permission to PM you about a couple of the things you have shared on SF?

 

[another world]

Start something, only to leave it incomplete?

That part can be an ADHD thing.