It's not 100% and it's a constant challenge everyday, but I feel like I'm doing so much better when it comes to my depression compared to 1-3 years ago. This is a great thing, a great improvement; the brain fog is slowly disappearing, I feel the excitement of life, I can think more clearly. But I feel like I'm missing out so much. Why didn't I do this and that earlier? Why didn't I do X and Y when I was younger? Why didn't I think of A or B back then? All because of depression. I was stuck, couldn't do anything and felt so lost. Sometimes I feel like I'm running out of time. I hope I'm not.