Hi guys so I just feel really worried right now... I've been taking Mirtazapine for about 1 year/18 months now. Before I started on it, I had really bad insomnia, I was getting maybe 2-5 hours most nights, and often quite broken sleep. The mirtazapine for the most part, apart from every now and again where I take a while to fall asleep or have broken sleep, has blessed me with a solid sleeping pattern. I didn't really appreciate this until last night, where I ran out of pills (probably won't get them until tomorrow). I just couldn't sleep at all until about 6am I'd guess. Then got woken up by someone calling me a couple of hours later, and couldn't get back to sleep. I guess I'll preface this by saying I'm a worrier, but now I'm afraid of when I come off the mirtazapine, of the insomnia I'll get. I'm really afraid I think the team I go to want to take me off the Mirtazapine in September or so, they kind of mentioned it, as I have a personality disorder and apparently they don't respond to medication. But I won't be able to sleep What can I do? Honestly I try and explain symptoms like this to them (see a different doctor each time) but they just say no, medication won't help you. I will have to work and study too, early mornings, and the stress of insomnia on top of that is really bad for me.