I don't know how to describe what I want to say. I guess sometimes I don't know if I'm real, or I'm a construct of someone or something. Its really funny sometimes. I try to hard to ask for help sometimes, but its like no one seems to hears me. I don't want to call hotlines and take up resources for someone who could use them, but I feel like I need to talk to someone to validate my existence. I guess this stuff isn't working out. Its funny, I thought trying to talk about it helped before, but I must have been confused. Its certainly not helping now. I'm invisible, I have no voice. If you feel invisible, please post your story. Please don't post comforting comments, only stories.