i feel like shit depressed angry frustrated anxious, i feel guilty for how i feel and how it hurts people around me then i just start to feel so bad about my self but it is real am i just being a little sook which makes me feel its all my fault and all the shit and worry and pain i put the people i know threw makes me so deeply guilty i cant get my head around how bad i feel about it i would have killed my self by now but i just cant put anyone threw that pain which is what keeps me living but at the same time i still put people threw shit i just want to die! but i cant !! i am stuck in a room with no doors i go one way and run into a wall turn around to find another way and another wall i feel i will never feel "good" anymore i wish i would be killed in an accident or something