Ya I'm one but it's not a subject I really like decussing and want to avoid at any cost since there is allot of confusion around how and why it happened and then theres the subject of sexual idenity confusion and musclinity issuses and being a man and not owning my own body as the person who was raping me owned it, and thats how my self harming behaviour and suicide attempts started as a means of punishing myself and being in control of at least one thing that nobody else could control me doing.