gotta say sorry everyone. aside from my fear of recording my own voice - which i’d actually like to do if i had a better voice, or more accurately... the ability to say things with confidence and ease and no hesitating, pausing and saying the wrong words, that is, but also, on this site, i don’t know about anyone else but when i read posts from all of you, i assign a voice inside my mind for each of you which may be coming from what you are posting about and your avatars and something else that i just don’t know or understand. its a bit like cartoon character voices and hearing the real thing now is fun, but also a little scary for me since hearing the voice you become different people. i don’t know what to make of it. its like a children’s book coming to life in my brain... and hitting an emotion button i do not understand.