It's almost been a year since my best friend committed suicide and I still feel guilty about it. I know it's probably normal to feel like it's your fault for someone ending their life but I for some reason can't get over the feeling. The guilt never goes away. I saw him the day before he did it and he seemed the same as always. There was no signs of what he was about to do. I still see him every time I close my eyes and it's such a hopeless feeling know I couldn't and didn't help him and yet I still so badly wish I could. I don't know if this feeling is ever going to go away but a after a year of immense guilt I'm having a hard time believing him being gone isn't somehow my fault.