it's been four years now

[ryuko]

i last spoke about him on this thread


i don't know what to do. i feel empty because now i'm going to be as old as he was when he left. i've moved on, i have a new group of friends and even a boyfriend that cares for me like no other. but i still feel empty. it still irks me that he's gone. there's so much i want to tell him but i know i'll never talk to him ever again and it's impossible.

 

[nobodyknows71]

Hi @ryuko I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I understand the way you're feeling. I too lost someone who left the biggest hole in my life. It will soon be two years for me and I feel the same way you do. I don't know if this feeling will ever go away. I'm not even sure I want it too.
No adice, just wanted you to know you're not alone

Take care

 

[Sunday16]

It's hard to lose someone and harder still not knowing where they are, how they are, if they're happy, sad, alive or dead. But your friend is not gone if he lives in your memory. I hope you can recall the good moments of your time with him and I hope you are able to find some peace.