We cannot get every member of SF together in person to talk to eachother. When I'm out facing the outside world it just feels like i'm the only one feeling very depressed with nothing but suicidel thoughts ruiling me. I feel nobody could understand what is going on my head or care. Why should they? It doesen't effect everyone else's perfect little world. But standing with the SF I feel part of something with people who understand and some who do care. It's far easier to help and offer advice to others than help yourself. Just ask the Docs. Unfortunatly I have to go put my brave lie face on now for the outside world and remember people, "It's going to be alright" What BS!