I can't stop starving and purging and exercising and trying to lose weight and my boyfriend keeps trying to stop and make sure I'm being safe. Yes, I've been passing out more lately and working out and eating less but it just keeps causing so much tension between him and I. I know he has the best intentions but I literally cannot stop and I hate what it's doing to us. I need to fix it or sometimes I'd just rather kill myself then deal with everything. I feel like hell. I've passed out twice in the last week, I never stop being dizzy. I sleep too much and I get cold and shaky. My hair has started to come out more in the shower. It's slowly killing me and I don't care enough to stop it.