I've been in Therapy and taking meds for well over 10 years but I still am struggling like hell.I have OCD,BDD,Major and Bi Polar depression and Anxiety I've found it terribly hard to improve after so many years.As time has gone by especially the last five years my conditions have gotten alot worse severely.
I don't know why things have gotten so severe I've been seeing my Dr(Psychiatrist)and Psychologist but things have been such a battle.I blame myself so often but get told I shouldn't be doing that as with all the conditions it's all very complicated.I've spent stays in hospital,had ECT(shock treatment) more than once but all the same still struggling.
I don't want to go on with the same story but I've had so much Therapy,CBT,all kinds of different meds you name it but life is still shit as.Maybe it really is just me that is hopeless,the only real person I haven't seen properly is a BDD specialist,I have his details saw him once he was real nice but he's not so close to home,and didn't want to be seeing so many people at once.
Anyway I won't go on and on anymore I'm sure I've explained my story in full detail here that many times,and I don't want to bore anyone else out.
I don't know why things have gotten so severe I've been seeing my Dr(Psychiatrist)and Psychologist but things have been such a battle.I blame myself so often but get told I shouldn't be doing that as with all the conditions it's all very complicated.I've spent stays in hospital,had ECT(shock treatment) more than once but all the same still struggling.
I don't want to go on with the same story but I've had so much Therapy,CBT,all kinds of different meds you name it but life is still shit as.Maybe it really is just me that is hopeless,the only real person I haven't seen properly is a BDD specialist,I have his details saw him once he was real nice but he's not so close to home,and didn't want to be seeing so many people at once.
Anyway I won't go on and on anymore I'm sure I've explained my story in full detail here that many times,and I don't want to bore anyone else out.