The best years are behind me there is no point in living any longer. I used to have friends from my home town but my stupid brother always chills with them and tells them what a loser I've become. Some fool on facebook the other day called me a retard for no reason. I finally get a girl that seems intrested in so after making plans to go on a date on the weekend she gets engaged the next morning. I don't know what the point is anymore I'm obviously a failure, girls have never liked me, and most my friends hate me now. I feel like this life isn't meant for me. Its not like anyone would care I would finally be done with all my pain.