jealousy

[lovelydevon]

Do you ever get jealous that someone is more masculine or feminine than you?

Recently I have been. Because...
I don't look feminie nor masculine. So if I dress more feminine, it doesn't look good and looks weird. Same if I dress masculine.
Everything I wear looks out of place on me and my hairstyle looks out of place too.

Nothing just looks right.

As everything doesn't suit me, I feel like having no body form would suit me better.

I just kind of wish I had some aspect of one of them.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Sometimes I do, because I have a bit of gender dysphoria. Like I could never be any bit manly because my voice is too high pitched. It does make me feel jealous of those who can easily be more gender fluid.

And I'm not saying all men need to have deep voices, I'm just saying mine is like a squirrel. lol