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Jim's Café - Wed Oct. 12

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Baywasp

I know the world turns and it will turn on me
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My rugby fundraiser last night was actually fun, surprisingly enough. There were other guys who weren't wearing suits and ties, so I wasn't that out of place. It was great watching some of the guys act stupid on the stage, even though my lack of self-confidence wouldn't allow me to match their energy level. I probably should have gotten a little alcohol into me to help with that, but I didn't want to get in trouble. I was pretty nervous and even shaking when I was waiting to go up, but it went okay. More than one person bid on me. Bidding started at $1, and I went for $16. I wasn't even the lowest: there were at least 2 guys who went for less than me (but another went for nearly $250, which is kinda ridiculous, especially since I don't even think he's the hottest guy on the team lol) Ended up being bought by the roommate of one of my teammates. That was nice of him. I just was hoping for a girl since I've only ever been on a date with a guy. But maybe this doesn't count as a real date so whatever.

After the event, I mentioned to someone that I didn't feel like going home yet because I didn't wanna be alone, so he invited me to come to the school cafe one floor down with him. A few of my other friends from the team ended up coming too, and we just hung out and had a nice conversation, even though I didn't talk much.

Seeing the counselor today. Going to see if I can tell her about the suicidal thoughts and my insecurities even though I feel good right now.
 

Brian777

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Hey everyone, it's a warm and sunny Fall day in Canada, the leaves are starting to change so probably going to head for the woods with Bella. Hope everyone feels better and gets through the day.
Hugs my friends
Brian
 

DrownedFishOnFire

Back into the wild where I belong. Out of your way
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Doctors appointment went ok. Gave me more confidence in my knee and gave me the best answer that didn't give me stress about another knee surgrey its totally up to me to do it or not.
 
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