Just feelings

[Congratsbaby]

I love you. I care about you. Maybe something is wrong with me , because of my attachment issues and other stuff and I can't do the whole " move on " thing.

I hope you know and will remember you were loved sincerely.

That I genuinely cared about you.

That I wish you the best and best. I hope I made you felt like you mattered a bit , because you do and I hope you will remember it.

May we remember today. It hurts , definitely.
But I also feel good in some masochistic way maybe idk to be able to feel so deeply.

🌷 Atlast can't force anything. I am just grateful and yeah wish you well.

 

[BlackSheep 007]

Hey @Congratsbaby, what happens? Listen here and feel better: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/M1IpMyx7qF8

 

[Congratsbaby]

Hi , I just get attached and love deeply than most , I guess.

Today marked a little something..

Ahm , maybe I don't want to feel better 😂
That's the thing. I don't want to move on. If that's somehow " better "
Ah , I am just okay to feel.

Or maybe I am not okay. But , as I am not okay and as long as I am in this place , I am just alright with feeling. My grief means a lot to me. Last love Letter , you must have heard about that.

Will see the short though. Thankyou.

Almost like you're adding salt to wound with that song lmao.

With my so called family and parents yes sadly.. it applies but ah , I don't want to think bad about other people I love.

Such a simp for them lol.

Hey @Congratsbaby, what happens? Listen here and feel better: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/M1IpMyx7qF8

 

[I_waste_everything]

This back-and-forth wherein you type one thing, truthfully, and your heart realizes it feels another way - the latter perhaps feeling conflicting is a happening I can relate to.

You're right. Grief is sacred, and your right to it, and the feelings and thoughts that make it, are inextricable parts of you.

Whomever this is about, and whatever you're experiencing, my heart's with you in your pain, Congratsbaby. All of ours are. Wishing you a recovery built on beholding and healing.

 

[Congratsbaby]

This back-and-forth wherein you type one thing, truthfully, and your heart realizes it feels another way - the latter perhaps feeling conflicting is a happening I can relate to.

You're right. Grief is sacred, and your right to it, and the feelings and thoughts that make it, are inextricable parts of you.

Whomever this is about, and whatever you're experiencing, my heart's with you in your pain, Congratsbaby. All of ours are. Wishing you a recovery built on beholding and healing.

Thankyou so much.

It's not always painful ( excluding what I feel for my so called family ). I perhaps just don't see it as pain too.

I am taking that wish in my own way. 💜