Just one more night.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by hopeless13, May 27, 2011.

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  1. hopeless13

    hopeless13 Well-Known Member

    well its almost 2 a.m. no sleep tonite again
    my life is so hopeless anyway
    why wld sleep be any different
    reading posts here in order to stay safe tonite
    the funny thing is i have the means of permanently
    going to sleep beside me, all I have to do is open
    the bottle up and down them all.
    and why shouldn't I, after all my life is garbage
    my work on this earth is done
    you know why I can't take those tonite
    because I told a member I would stick around so
    I can chat with them in the chat room tomorrow.
    that is my one reason not to end it tonight.
    that is my one little reason to hang on for tonight.
     
  2. Green.Triceratops

    Green.Triceratops Account Closed

    Glad you have one reason to sty here with us. I dont think i've talked to you ever. Not gonna say i know all the answers but i'll try to help. Whats got you ready for the big sleep?
     
  3. hopeless13

    hopeless13 Well-Known Member

    i can''t take itt any more
    theeres nothingg left
    imm just a waasste of space.
     
  4. Green.Triceratops

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    You dont have to be. Why not go out and help someone else? You'll feel better maybe and someone else will have gotten help they really need. Or maybe go and seek out your own help.

    Why are you a waste of space? Please stay with me and talk i'm kinda hypomanic and need someone to talk with :)
     
  5. hopeless13

    hopeless13 Well-Known Member

    what wld u llllike to tlak talk about?
     
  6. Green.Triceratops

    Green.Triceratops Account Closed

    Lets talk about why you feel you are wasting space - because i'm certain thats not true. After all, you're keeping me company and thats an important task.
     
  7. hopeless13

    hopeless13 Well-Known Member

    i am very good at helping people that need help
    but to help myself i do not do it
    where i live until i got sick i advocated for people
    but now its me and I can't do it
    theres such an empty feeling a no good feeling a failed feeling
    i am in a dark deep hole and theres no way out
    going for that long sleep is the only way i see
    its like i am sitting on a fence
    death is on the right side life is on the left side
    and right now death is what i feel i deserve.
    but how are you dong?
     
  8. Green.Triceratops

    Green.Triceratops Account Closed

    If you cannot advocate for yourself perhaps you should find someone who can advocate for you as you have done for others. I can understand a bit of what you mean about the fence thing. No on deserves death... Unless they take a life that isnt theirs and thats still a bit iffy. You just gotta ask for help and be honest no matter what, embrace it even.
     
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