Just tell me why.

[JCC988]

Tell me why I shouldn't put an end to my life given all the shit I'm going through and the fact that everything in me says I should end my life.

 

[Atreides]

Think about this. Why haven't you done it yet? Is it possible that part of you believes there is at least the slightest hope of things getting better? You'll never know the answer to that if you give up now. Please keep going for you and the one's you love. And remember SF is here for you.

 

[BurnToast]

My take? Because you'll just come back again anyway in the form of a new baby.

Or, according to some people's theories regarding suicide, you might remain earthbound as a spirit until the day of original intended death-date.

 

[JCC988]

My take? Because you'll just come back again anyway in the form of a new baby.

Or, according to some people's theories regarding suicide, you might remain earthbound as a spirit until the day of original intended death-date.

I don't believe in any of that. I believe that when we die that's it. Nothing.

 

[Angie]

I don't know what you are going through, but I know one thing, depression lies to us.

So there may be hope even when we don't see it.

I hope you feel better soon.

 

[alice202]

JCC988

Many people do get all the way to rock bottom and live to recover from depression and feel better.
I think that is possible for everyone, including you.
You need more coping resources than you have right now. I don't know if that means therapy, meds, or hospitalization. But I know that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You don't get to come back from it.

Life is a gift. Your life is precious.
Please keep reaching out for help, because you are worth it.

Alice.

 

[Windhover]

I don't believe in any of that. I believe that when we die that's it. Nothing.

Mute point then. What I mean is, if death is "nothing" then for now we are in a way free to utilize our "something."
Death is our destiny, so we can neither escape it nor intellectually figure it out. While alive, we do have chances. I/you can still respond, take action, even if it is as subtle as meditating in our home.

I hope you are taking care to be safe.
hugs
- s

 

[sadhart]

Tell me why I shouldn't put an end to my life given all the shit I'm going through and the fact that everything in me says I should end my life.

I'm sorry that you're suffering like this. I wish I had an answer but I feel like I'm in the same boat with these feelings which is not helpful at all to you. You're not alone in feeling this way for whatever it is worth.

 

[iloverachel]

I can't promise you things will get better but i truly hope things get better for you

Please tell us more about whats causing you to feel this way.
I can relate totally and understand the type of pain you are in.
I hope we can help in some way

 

[JCC988]

I'm sorry that you're suffering like this. I wish I had an answer but I feel like I'm in the same boat with these feelings which is not helpful at all to you. You're not alone in feeling this way for whatever it is worth.

Thanks. Having a mood kindred, even if they are far away from where I am is comforting.