When the world is fucked and no where near what you believed it would be.. When you are no where near where you dreamt you would be Where .... Taking onboard the reality of how fucked things are dramatically negates everything I feel.. which is making me have to feel more. Sigh.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUms9W32wUc&feature=BFa&list=PL9FE8592353D9DF24 If anyone gets me, it doesn't matter what I mean. It's how I mean it.. that feeling or part of who you are being squashed and over shadowed by things. It's like sealing me in a room and taking out the air... Fuck your rooms, just makes me have to make my own I suppose.. I won't lose me to what it "should be" and "is". Fuck your world.. :\ so niave..