Hi,
I don't really know where to start.
I'm under so much stress right now and I can't cope anymore. I've asked for help, been ignored pretty much.
My wife is an alcoholic can be abusive more often than not. Throws me out if I don't get her booze, tells me I'm worthless and so on. I do everything all the time. It's a cycle with her she drinks and drinks untill she ends up in hospital. Comes home a couple of days later when she's all better it starts again.
I was also diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was 18 I'm nearly 27 now. I'm going through a medication change so things are all over the place.
I have a few close family members in hospital just now too.
I guess what has topped it off today was when I told my wife that I'm stressed she needs to stop treating me like crap, that it's to much, I'm contemplating suicide. She told me I was selfish. That if I left or done anything she would cut herself, which has now happened. It's all my fault.
Sorry for the rant
I don't really know where to start.
I'm under so much stress right now and I can't cope anymore. I've asked for help, been ignored pretty much.
My wife is an alcoholic can be abusive more often than not. Throws me out if I don't get her booze, tells me I'm worthless and so on. I do everything all the time. It's a cycle with her she drinks and drinks untill she ends up in hospital. Comes home a couple of days later when she's all better it starts again.
I was also diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was 18 I'm nearly 27 now. I'm going through a medication change so things are all over the place.
I have a few close family members in hospital just now too.
I guess what has topped it off today was when I told my wife that I'm stressed she needs to stop treating me like crap, that it's to much, I'm contemplating suicide. She told me I was selfish. That if I left or done anything she would cut herself, which has now happened. It's all my fault.
Sorry for the rant