Last time.. my new kitten the night before my last suicide attempt over 2 years ago, dad gave her away while I was back in the psych ward. She was so beautiful, had this weird little tail that was permanetly curled around her tummy. Last time it was said to me by someone who meant it.. my grandmother on the phone the night before she died 15 years ago.. its one memory that stays with me, that I got the chance to say goodbye and we said we loved each other even though we never knew it would be the last time.
I really must tell my sister I love her soon, you never know when it could be the last time.