let's hope it does not come in 3's

[normaljoe]

two of my friends have committed suicide in the past two months. the most recent one, I was particularly close too. I never expected it from him. as most people don't. I blame myself for leaving the ship. I would have been there. It should have been me.

 

[Perfect Melancholy]

I'm really sorry for your loss, truly I am. I know all you can do right now is blame yourself and that's the worse part trying to come to terms of what if I had done this, but please be gentle on yourself. I know from how I have pushed people away not allowed them to be there for me, isolating myself. That sometimes there is not a lot you could of done and that is the hardest thing to accept.

If you need to vent or just someone to talk to please feel free to PM me.

Take care

Rich