i feel a lot of the same things you do, i hate the idea of talking to people about my problems for fear ill look stupid but we can both learn to talk to people, itll take time but itll be worth it....maybe the first thing you need to look into is getting help for that? and you can always talk about anything here, people wont think youre stupid or weird, and if they do, theyll have me to answer to :wink:
depression doesnt always have a cause, it can be *just* a mix up of chemicals in your head but that doesnt mean it cant be fixed with a little help :smile:
you listed a few of the symptoms of depression, and i see one thing they have in common, the words "you feel" feeling isnt the same as actually being, i know loads of people who feel worthless, but they mean the world to me, you might feel all those things but youre wrong about them being the truth, i hope you can learn to see that one day :hug:
take care
bunny