Loneliness is literally killing me...

[may71]

I just want to cry...

I'm sorry you feel so bad

I feel so stupid for thinking someone could be interested in me...

I think the suicide girl likes you though.

 

[painfully]

Shes very dry texter and I dont like her and she doesnt give me anything... There is nothing there

And about the association, went again today... She didnt even look at me, like yesterday... Im thinking of asking her to hang out, and if she says no, thats it for me...

I mean, I wish that was what made me kill myself finally... But sadly no, there will be more agony...

Nobody wants me...

 

[painfully]

I asked the association girl in whatsapp to go out to a park or something like that... She said her parents dont let her go out (shes 32) and will probably say no... She said that first she will ask, then said that she wont ask cause they will say no, and finally she asked and they said no... I offered to go there myself and introduce myself and give them my phone number, but I doubt she told them this... And she doesnt like to text either... So basically its over...

Im such an idiot for thinking I had any chance...

Its very rare that I find a girl that I like like her...

Im not going back to the association... Its over this, the girl, everything...

 

[may71]

Im such an idiot for thinking I had any chance...

I think it's good you had the courage to ask out someone you like. It's just that when the answer is no, it's especially painful for you.

I dont like her

She likes you though. Maybe both of you will warm up to each other over time.

 

[painfully]

She doesnt like me. Its annoying that you are pushing for this so much... I already explained. Shes very dry texter, she doesnt want anything with me, and I dont either... So just leave it...

I dont have anyone...

 

[painfully]

Even if i decide to just leave the girl from the association... I just dont have anybody else and dont have any chances to meet anybody else. Im just like before...

 

[may71]

She doesnt like me. Its annoying that you are pushing for this so much...

I'm sorry. I think I must have misunderstood then.

 

[painfully]

im very lonely...

 

[painfully]

I tried to text her again. I wanted to ask her if she would like to text in the computer instead, and later if there was some way we could talk in person... But before anything she said she doesnt like to text and I just had to ask... I asked her if its also me, that she doesnt want to talk to me... So there is nothing else to do... It really hurts...

 

[may71]

I think it's good that you asked her but I'm sorry you didn't get a good result.

 

[painfully]

But I dont have any other site to try...

 

[Dude111]

We are glad your here.. You mean alot to us!!

 

[painfully]

when i stop and think about it.. its just clear that there is no happy ending for me... i should have ended it long ago... every second i dont end it, im more of a coward...

nobody wants me.... there is no point...

 

[Dude111]

I know how you feel.. I hope by you coming here,we are helping you avoid doing this.. You are important!

Your important to God and thats all thats important


I love you buddy!!

 

[may71]

its just clear that there is no happy ending for me...

In the history of humanity, there have probably been quite a few men a lot like you who have felt the same way. Maybe there was not a happy ending for some of them, but there probably was a happy ending for at least a few.

 

[painfully]

Even if thats the case, im fucked statistically... And also, im 36 yo and have a lot of trauma due to loneliness and rejection... So the happy ending doesnt exist for me already... Im just trying to survive...

 

[may71]

have a lot of trauma due to loneliness and rejection...

I'm sorry you've been through so much pain.

So the happy ending doesnt exist for me already...

You're not guaranteed to have a happy ending, but it's still possible for you.

 

[Dude111]

I had a pretty lousy day today...

I dont wanna be here either

 

[painfully]

I tried contacting more associations but its just impossible... They are either very far or they require waiting list for months. I dont have any other sites to go...

 

[may71]

I had a pretty lousy day today...

I'm sorry it was so bad