Long distance, destiny...

[puffymilk]

I have this ex boyfriend that I met in 2016. From that year to around 2020-2021 we were on and off because we were both still immature. It was a long distance relationship (different countries) and we have only met in real life twice. For some reason we felt like our feelings to each other are so strong. We lost contact in 2021 and we "met" again (still long distance) in January in 2026, because I saw his email on the account that I didn't even use anymore. Only logged in to find some documents then I saw his email. From that we started talking again. I feel like I'm finally happy again. I feel like being with him was the missing piece in my life. That's why my life felt incomplete. Anyway, I really really want to see him again but in this economy it is kind of hard (he feels the same way). I'm trying my best to save up but it's just so frustrating. I started asking questions such as if we found each other again but struggling to actually meet in real life again then what's the point? Why did the universe bring us back together again? What's the meaning of all this? There should be a reason? I really want to end up with him but it's SO hard.

 

[may71]

I'm sorry you've got an obstacle to seeing each other.

Practical problems can have practical solutions. It may just be a matter of figuring out the right method for overcoming this.

I hope things will work out. Sending hugs if you would like hugs.