long distance?

[Luthien Tinuviel]

i met someone and returned feelings after a third time of being asked.
and i feel like he will throw me away.
he asked me how is this going to go and i said im not sure
i kind of feel like he might even look for someone else because of being in the same group but at least openly it seemed like its hard to tell or just being.....friendly???
i dont blame him for losing interest in me. im ugly, boring, sickly. broken
other women think im gross and was basically dating multiple people at the same time when im not dating at all. he lost interest because i didn tknow what to do with him
but perverts can hold on so easily and i want to die still. he did message me to apologize for something and i kind of felt like there is an us. and reacting to my posts. but nothing is moving and i dont blame him
i kind of see us having a future but maybe he is more impatient than i am.
there is no hope because i cant control him. i dont feel comfortable pressuring us.

 

[may71]

im ugly

If it's any consolation, perverts tend not to aggressively pursue physically unattractive women, so I doubt you're ugly. It sounds more like you have low self-esteem rather than bad qualities.

i kind of see us having a future but maybe he is more impatient than i am.
there is no hope because i cant control him. i dont feel comfortable pressuring us.

If he's too aggressive it might be better to pass on him. Pressure is a bad sign imho.