Why do I feel like this? It's so hard to explain it. It feels like there's some much darker version of me clinging to my side. I'm loosing. I thought I was winning but I'm not. I'm loosing. I'm loosing. I'm loosing. I'm loosing. I'm a danger to myself. Why am I a danger to myself? I shouldn't be a danger to myself but I am. I am the worst danger to myself. She keeps interrupting me, like just then she pointed out that I'm a danger to myself because I "fucking deserve it". I don't wan't to be a danger. I don't want to be a danger but I deserve it. I don't want to be a danger. It's giving me a headache. A headache that's lasting forever I can't it's driving me mad. Get it? Because I'm already mad, and this is driving me further down the spectrum. My head's going to explode. Worthless worthless worthless. Stupid BITCH. I'm going to kill you. Or me? Do I mean me? Because she's me right? She's a you. She's separate from me. She's a you. Idiotic. Fat. Ugly. Carve it. Carve it from myself because I'm so worthless no one would care anyway. Kill you. Kill me. Kill it. Kill it. Hahaha. I'm a danger to myself. Why did it take me so long to realise, I'm that worthless I'm a danger to myself. Brilliant. Fantastic. Perfect.