I have lost touch with reality. I dont see myself, i cant hear myslef. I have no idea if i take up space. Is it a lot of space? How do i look?
I question everything about me. And end up with the worst options. Im sure i am horibly ugly. My art and everything i have learned is probably crap. My opinions are boring, way of life is lazy, my sense of humor is non existent. My body is distorted.
Is this true? i dont know. I thought i was doing fine... but i just feel... like im a big fucking delusion. I can change it, but then i would be believing a lie.
I feel empty and loneley in the cold.
I question everything about me. And end up with the worst options. Im sure i am horibly ugly. My art and everything i have learned is probably crap. My opinions are boring, way of life is lazy, my sense of humor is non existent. My body is distorted.
Is this true? i dont know. I thought i was doing fine... but i just feel... like im a big fucking delusion. I can change it, but then i would be believing a lie.
I feel empty and loneley in the cold.