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Losing it

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IDontWantToDie

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I have lost touch with reality. I dont see myself, i cant hear myslef. I have no idea if i take up space. Is it a lot of space? How do i look?
I question everything about me. And end up with the worst options. Im sure i am horibly ugly. My art and everything i have learned is probably crap. My opinions are boring, way of life is lazy, my sense of humor is non existent. My body is distorted.
Is this true? i dont know. I thought i was doing fine... but i just feel... like im a big fucking delusion. I can change it, but then i would be believing a lie.
I feel empty and loneley in the cold.
 
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Sorry that you're feeling so bad.
I question everything about me. And end up with the worst options
I don't thing the things you are saying about yourself are true, but the more important thing is that you don't have to be beautiful, have great art, be exciting, funny, ect. in order to be worthy of life. You have inherent worth as a human being.

You're welcome to share your art on the forum. I bet people will like it.
 

IDontWantToDie

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Sorry that you're feeling so bad.

I don't thing the things you are saying about yourself are true, but the more important thing is that you don't have to be beautiful, have great art, be exciting, funny, ect. in order to be worthy of life. You have inherent worth as a human being.

You're welcome to share your art on the forum. I bet people will like it.
Thank you *hug
 
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