Lost and alone

[Bbear82]

This season I find myself feeling more lost and alone than ever before. As most of you know I lost one of my brothers to suicide two years ago and lost my step brother a couple months the ago from suicide. I have received the ashes of my biological brother to whom I was closest to. This made it final. Before I got them I just liked to imagine that we were just out of contact for awhile. Not any more though. At least I will have him here with me for the holidays which brings a small amount of comfort. But there’s that hole there. As I did Christmas cards I had one less to send. I miss him so much both of them honestly but still it’s harder for one. I really do feel lost and alone this year. It’s just a really sad and hard feeling to handle on my own

 

[Sad Elf]

@Bbear82 , sorry I don't have any words that can help, i just wanted you to know someone was out there thinking about you and caring that you are having a tough time

 

[Livelife]

This season I find myself feeling more lost and alone than ever before. As most of you know I lost one of my brothers to suicide two years ago and lost my step brother a couple months the ago from suicide. I have received the ashes of my biological brother to whom I was closest to. This made it final. Before I got them I just liked to imagine that we were just out of contact for awhile. Not any more though. At least I will have him here with me for the holidays which brings a small amount of comfort. But there’s that hole there. As I did Christmas cards I had one less to send. I miss him so much both of them honestly but still it’s harder for one. I really do feel lost and alone this year. It’s just a really sad and hard feeling to handle on my own

That's a lot of loss for you and in a short time. I'm sorry to hear it. And that you are feeling so lost. It is hard being alone along with the grief. Take care.

 

[Bbear82]

@Bbear82 , sorry I don't have any words that can help, i just wanted you to know someone was out there thinking about you and caring that you are having a tough time

Thanks for letting me know I’m cared about through this time

 

[Bbear82]

That's a lot of loss for you and in a short time. I'm sorry to hear it. And that you are feeling so lost. It is hard being alone along with the grief. Take care.

Thank you

 

[AmboySlim]

My heart cracks for you. It's a devastating blow and I dont know what advice I can offer but you are so strong to even be here right now even writing Christmas cards

 

[BlueGreen]

I'm so sorry @Bbear82, that is heartbreaking. Thinking of you.

 

[FlamingoWrangler]

Oh sweet sweet little @Bbear82 !
I am always so amazed by your strength. It’s hard to see our selves as powerul forces of life, but your instict to survive is beyond my understanding. It’s a beautiful, endearing super-power!
I don’t know how your little body holds the giant, soft, squishy, loving heart of yours along with your life force. 💓

Grief takes time. You live this fact too much.
We are here for you.
🦩🦩🦩🦩

 

[may71]

Hugs Bbear